Ballet

The other college has it.

Song

"I've Had the Time of My Life"

no .. Ah'v Hyad..

X Factor

I'm auditioning!  I think it's for later 2014.

Please pray

for Mrs. Mama DeGeneres.  She is a sweet lady, and I haven't seen her lately.  I have no thoughts against her.  Just a friendly note.

Q&A

Reddit

f.y.i. I got no response.

Mobile Soon

may or may not post

Question

So, Ellen, I hope Mama's doin' well.

Upset!

I am very mad, will not take this, just realized I might be hurting by mad but it regenerates to hurt me again.  No matter how sweet I am, no one will accept me as a good person because of Tim Burton and Johnny Depp!

My Height

Well, the medicine made me taller yet less springy.  I was so tired.  I'm on some, again.  Supposedly, me being too short is schizo.  It's not bad.  My mom is much shorter.

Measurements Yesterday

exactly 5'3" + 161.6 lbs.

So..

Is Ellen just a hopeless cause?  I like her, but does she really like people like me?  I explained what it looks like in the end.

In case you didn't see, it's issue after issue, everything I do is bad.

So..

Answer: Is there something wrong with Bella? Answer: Yes..

Lost a Friend :(

Bella Thorne had a dream, and she isn't really that nice.  She just follows the same protocol and believes in things that aren't..  Let me be another person to fight for Fort Lauderdale brats..

R&R

Rest & Relaxation

I don't even feel free to get out like others.  I always have something in my way.  I told my mom I don't wanna go to the doctor.  I just wanted to be home all the time as I found myself, and it's been 5 years.  I went to the mental hospital because of Tim Burton's daughter-in a way.  I been 3 times.  I'm stuck on some medicine I don't really completely like.  I can't really seem to relax and get ready to be famous.  I just feel so bad.  I go somewhere I don't wanna tomorrow.  I have a therapist and psychiatrist.  Something always comes up like that.  I need to relax..  I guess school was hard.

Problem

Wow, Ellen, did you tell Bella to stop talking cuz I wasn't being *** for once?  She's not saying good night, anymore.  I think there's something wrong with her.  Stop picking on me like that.  You can't just go in and kill my life.  Bella was being nasty, anyway, with secret messages.  Are you insane?  What's gonna happen to you?  You're going too far.  You can't always get what you want, and people don't always know what you want.

Question

I have a question @ Ellen.  Does she turn us down because we're too old for her?

Excited @ What's to Come, Next..

I'm watching Sponge Bob, and it's an episode where a character is immobile with a pee thing over him, like he can't pee or he can't eat.  All beat up and in bandages.  The pee thing seemed cruel.  I think something ticked in me.  Like, I think people would go to lengths to do this to someone, something like it, actually.  It can't be brushed aside as okay.  I mean, I wish I didn't have glasses and want LASIK.  I had the feeling some people would go through convulsions of anger and think someone should suffer in this way for something smaller.  Who says someone has to suffer?  Give an example..  It won't sound like me.  You think someone who is good and likes that, all these people should suffer?  You just probably like kids born @ 2000.  No matter what I do, you say it suggests something.  You want to do something you know you're not allowed to do, cuz I take fair punishment for fair time.  You think because I am indeed so well-behaved that you can like fling me around for weird situations, too.

So..

..now what?  How do I not get mad?  Are you okay??..  :<

Edit

I edited that I'm from Florida on Twitter.

Ay Ay Ay

Late Boomers are just *** toys, but other people matter to themselves..

Well, it will..

It will make me mad if Ellen is too young to be like a mom to me.

Tumblr

Late Boomers

I swear to you it does not matter.  I was never considered like a Late Bloomer because of my dad's age, 1950.. my mom won't let me tell.

Really, I'm nill.  Get the picture?  I am something called tickled or jealous.  Or untickled.

Thoughts

Someone is still stuck on something minor my Gramma thought of, "if you think of someone - then it means they're guilty."

I got the idea of this boy I know from England being hurt.  That's rather bloodthirsty.  They tried to stimulate him..for real.  I'm not going through this nonsense.  Let Ellen do it herself.

:(

That was sad, but why did someone lash out at me.  I feel a strong stress over someone.

Stop

I do feel bad, you did it, don't rub it in.  Fix it!  It's fixable!

Alone

I was supposed to be alone, too.  Too bad no one is smart enough to help me the normal way.  It leads me for some reason to note that a celebrated singing professor died.

Something Mean

You adults are cornering me so I can't feel pleasure like younger kids.  When I said I was having a kid, you thought it a punishment enough..

Help! Someone help!

I want to have a daughter someday.  They're ruining her future!

Funny

If Ellen can't take care of me, she can't take care of herself cuz she's older..  I don't wanna know she thinks I'm stupid cuz she's already thought of this.

Problem

Leave me alone.  Who cares what I did before?  I probably didn't mean it..  :|

Problem

Now, I'm worried @ being haunted.  It seems I use energy to take out anger, but someone hurt me..

Ex er cise

I'd been jogging and using some DVDs that were .. "different."  I don't wanna be on the floor for an hour.

Why isn't the jogging working as much anymore?  I feel more tired cuz it's all I do.

I know what I need..

..more physical activity.  Maybe, I should get the power Pilates next week and the singing warmup book AFTER.

Reflecting

I can freely do what I want.  You want me to be gay.  I'm sorry, I had the feeling I hurt someone.  I didn't do it, though, it just happened, as you made me mad..

Problem

Stop following me like I have an attitude.

See

You're trying to arouse me and you could go to jail!

Problem

So, if I'm gonna be treated badly why should I listen to you?