Friday, November 22, 2013
Interesting Things
On the van, on the way home, I was sleeping with music and all of a sudden kicked in front of me with both legs.
I got on Thunder Mountain 1st thinking it was Splash Mountain.
Oh, this is so weird. Splash Mountain, didn't scream nor feel pain. Space Mountain fweaked my fweak! (freaked my freak) I'm usually so good with it! And the different paths.
I got on Thunder Mountain 1st thinking it was Splash Mountain.
Oh, this is so weird. Splash Mountain, didn't scream nor feel pain. Space Mountain fweaked my fweak! (freaked my freak) I'm usually so good with it! And the different paths.
Did her dreams come true?
Charlotte Church
She sounded good when she was skinny. She still does, today..
She sounded good when she was skinny. She still does, today..
Too Short
I may be too short to dance with Mickey. I'm 5'1.5", taller when awake, may as well not go.
No One Cares
Even people like Ellen seem to have to listen to bad people when they are good and want something, but with me being good no one cares cuz they think I'm Chinese.
Sorry, I was so dumb and harsh @ the conservative families and mine not being precious cuz of Chinese? I just thought it was funny to curse and used it as my last breath of cursing, I mean I could post it somewhere else or cover it up.
Sorry, I was so dumb and harsh @ the conservative families and mine not being precious cuz of Chinese? I just thought it was funny to curse and used it as my last breath of cursing, I mean I could post it somewhere else or cover it up.
Thursday, November 21, 2013
Dance
I was wondering if your Dance program was a major. I wanted to study Vocal Performance, not Opera|Musical Theater, and Dance and was wondering if that sounded like it would work out. Thanks. I mean, I know I like a lot of free time, but my 1st year of college I was very physically active and did a lot in music, so it may work out..
Lyrics
Some boys .. keep a beautiful girl and hide her away from the rest of the world
I wanna be the 1 to walk in the sun
I got you on the other side.
Why would I want to be a child star if my parents made my hair black? They are meaner than me and deserve less.
Ew
So, I'm watching "Ellen" and this guy was like thumping her up on roller blades to get her to stand. You know, I don't really touch anyone.. I only touch people when I think it'will be comfortable. This guy looked nice but not for Ellen. He seemed a bit old-looking compared to her. Why do all these creeps wanna stimulate her? Just to make sure it goes alright but also to make me annoyed?
Talking
If someone doesn't wanna talk to me, doesn't mean I wanna start talking to someone else all of a sudden.
How Cute
I'm watching "Ellen" from 1994. Something my dad does that Ellen doesn't for some reason is he walks in like her friend or mate does with an alcohol like it's a new accepted thing, thought it was like 1988, like we're ruining our bodies and it means we trust each other because it'll make yours truly feel bad. Though, today, I kinda wanna drink, just too much of a hassle keeping track of things, don't need to start. I used to wanna do it for the record.
Question
Do you ever imagine an Ellen DeGeneres with fancy clothes making fun of those who tip toe to reach the top of their shelf of emptied junk to pull out .. not much?
Talent of the Self
It's going to tell you how good you are at "working" and doing your job. You have little freedom in the end with your abilities predicted and it's easy to lose talent of the self.
Did you know..
..that performing is not doing anything, it's about socializing and not doing something, like playing a musical instrument as opposed to reading?
Performing is something everyone does in a sense, even road workers. We all need balance.
Performing is something everyone does in a sense, even road workers. We all need balance.
':|
Does anyone - know - Sharon Osborne?
That does make sense. Helena Bonham Carter isn't the deep dark sacrificial personality.
That does make sense. Helena Bonham Carter isn't the deep dark sacrificial personality.
Where My Heart Is :|
Some people who are sad lose it all, but I have a certain frame that doesn't seem to go with the rest of it for some reason, where my heart is.. :|
BAM ELIMINATION - LACK OF EDUCATION
People like Miley Cyrus do not respect anything, think we're stupid to sacrifice and that anyone can do anything so therefore it isn't impressive. Oh, why like Miley? Because she does that, she may not be the real poster image for the cause, but.. I disclaim the title to have anything to do with anyone nor her. It's the cause of which I've spoken. Let me have my moment.
Compare
Compare it to putting up with agony because of Tim Burton and Johnny Depp (who I am a fan of.)
Concert Tour
Sarah Brightman looks so good touring last time. Phantom of the Opera, so beautiful!
Angelic. Most people would ask @ the crying background. It fits the song and its entertainment purposes.. She is so famous and beautiful and angelic. It's just I get from all the famous older people who are successful that they are more sentimental. People sometimes think I "really did it." My parents don't recognize what I want, just expect me to take care of myself.
Nessun Dorma!! I'm also watching TV now. He he he. Hey, did I tell you I watched Fruit Juicer for an hour or so last night? It's a blender to make juice from fruit and veggies.
Angelic. Most people would ask @ the crying background. It fits the song and its entertainment purposes.. She is so famous and beautiful and angelic. It's just I get from all the famous older people who are successful that they are more sentimental. People sometimes think I "really did it." My parents don't recognize what I want, just expect me to take care of myself.
Nessun Dorma!! I'm also watching TV now. He he he. Hey, did I tell you I watched Fruit Juicer for an hour or so last night? It's a blender to make juice from fruit and veggies.
Funny
After I hurt my heel, I woke up with the bottom leg limb like all to be a knot, so I had to touch it and kept loudly saying, "Oh my God!"
I had my 1st p** s****. I got a small tumor from psychiatric medicine that either stopped growing or went away. It hurt so much and I was to tell her, I had tickled and probably was like seething or maybe saying ow. It was quite and experience, don't recommend it. My doctor is Asian, and she said it's for people who are ******** active, to test for cancer. She wanted to check it out and said to say when it hurts.
I had my 1st p** s****. I got a small tumor from psychiatric medicine that either stopped growing or went away. It hurt so much and I was to tell her, I had tickled and probably was like seething or maybe saying ow. It was quite and experience, don't recommend it. My doctor is Asian, and she said it's for people who are ******** active, to test for cancer. She wanted to check it out and said to say when it hurts.
Wednesday, November 20, 2013
Please pray
for Mrs. Mama DeGeneres. She is a sweet lady, and I haven't seen her lately. I have no thoughts against her. Just a friendly note.
Upset!
I am very mad, will not take this, just realized I might be hurting by mad but it regenerates to hurt me again. No matter how sweet I am, no one will accept me as a good person because of Tim Burton and Johnny Depp!
My Height
Well, the medicine made me taller yet less springy. I was so tired. I'm on some, again. Supposedly, me being too short is schizo. It's not bad. My mom is much shorter.
So..
Is Ellen just a hopeless cause? I like her, but does she really like people like me? I explained what it looks like in the end.
In case you didn't see, it's issue after issue, everything I do is bad.
In case you didn't see, it's issue after issue, everything I do is bad.
Lost a Friend :(
Bella Thorne had a dream, and she isn't really that nice. She just follows the same protocol and believes in things that aren't.. Let me be another person to fight for Fort Lauderdale brats..
R&R
Rest & Relaxation
I don't even feel free to get out like others. I always have something in my way. I told my mom I don't wanna go to the doctor. I just wanted to be home all the time as I found myself, and it's been 5 years. I went to the mental hospital because of Tim Burton's daughter-in a way. I been 3 times. I'm stuck on some medicine I don't really completely like. I can't really seem to relax and get ready to be famous. I just feel so bad. I go somewhere I don't wanna tomorrow. I have a therapist and psychiatrist. Something always comes up like that. I need to relax.. I guess school was hard.
I don't even feel free to get out like others. I always have something in my way. I told my mom I don't wanna go to the doctor. I just wanted to be home all the time as I found myself, and it's been 5 years. I went to the mental hospital because of Tim Burton's daughter-in a way. I been 3 times. I'm stuck on some medicine I don't really completely like. I can't really seem to relax and get ready to be famous. I just feel so bad. I go somewhere I don't wanna tomorrow. I have a therapist and psychiatrist. Something always comes up like that. I need to relax.. I guess school was hard.
Problem
Wow, Ellen, did you tell Bella to stop talking cuz I wasn't being *** for once? She's not saying good night, anymore. I think there's something wrong with her. Stop picking on me like that. You can't just go in and kill my life. Bella was being nasty, anyway, with secret messages. Are you insane? What's gonna happen to you? You're going too far. You can't always get what you want, and people don't always know what you want.
Excited @ What's to Come, Next..
I'm watching Sponge Bob, and it's an episode where a character is immobile with a pee thing over him, like he can't pee or he can't eat. All beat up and in bandages. The pee thing seemed cruel. I think something ticked in me. Like, I think people would go to lengths to do this to someone, something like it, actually. It can't be brushed aside as okay. I mean, I wish I didn't have glasses and want LASIK. I had the feeling some people would go through convulsions of anger and think someone should suffer in this way for something smaller. Who says someone has to suffer? Give an example.. It won't sound like me. You think someone who is good and likes that, all these people should suffer? You just probably like kids born @ 2000. No matter what I do, you say it suggests something. You want to do something you know you're not allowed to do, cuz I take fair punishment for fair time. You think because I am indeed so well-behaved that you can like fling me around for weird situations, too.
Late Boomers
I swear to you it does not matter. I was never considered like a Late Bloomer because of my dad's age, 1950.. my mom won't let me tell.
Really, I'm nill. Get the picture? I am something called tickled or jealous. Or untickled.
Really, I'm nill. Get the picture? I am something called tickled or jealous. Or untickled.
Thoughts
Someone is still stuck on something minor my Gramma thought of, "if you think of someone - then it means they're guilty."
I got the idea of this boy I know from England being hurt. That's rather bloodthirsty. They tried to stimulate him..for real. I'm not going through this nonsense. Let Ellen do it herself.
I got the idea of this boy I know from England being hurt. That's rather bloodthirsty. They tried to stimulate him..for real. I'm not going through this nonsense. Let Ellen do it herself.
Alone
I was supposed to be alone, too. Too bad no one is smart enough to help me the normal way. It leads me for some reason to note that a celebrated singing professor died.
Something Mean
You adults are cornering me so I can't feel pleasure like younger kids. When I said I was having a kid, you thought it a punishment enough..
Funny
If Ellen can't take care of me, she can't take care of herself cuz she's older.. I don't wanna know she thinks I'm stupid cuz she's already thought of this.
Problem
Now, I'm worried @ being haunted. It seems I use energy to take out anger, but someone hurt me..
Ex er cise
I'd been jogging and using some DVDs that were .. "different." I don't wanna be on the floor for an hour.
Why isn't the jogging working as much anymore? I feel more tired cuz it's all I do.
Why isn't the jogging working as much anymore? I feel more tired cuz it's all I do.
I know what I need..
..more physical activity. Maybe, I should get the power Pilates next week and the singing warmup book AFTER.
Reflecting
I can freely do what I want. You want me to be gay. I'm sorry, I had the feeling I hurt someone. I didn't do it, though, it just happened, as you made me mad..
Tuesday, November 19, 2013
Problem
I feel I am holding people at d**** for letting Late Boomers make us feel suggestively that everyone did something so that we're too wild for them to like caress mentally and such. That's not true, it's just that special generation.
TV
I watched some of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." Some of it's out, already. Fergie is really nice. Ellen doesn't seem to be like a mother anymore, why should she get 1? I should stop paying attention to Ellen, but I still like Sarah Brightman. I mean, she seemed a bit set on something. She's the 1 who says I can't think certain things, but I was off my pill 1 day and I was being pressured. I've already changed my lifestyle around. It makes me mad Ellen wants to steal my future and give younger kids a different dream. That's the way it is with everyone! She is not elevated to keep me from meeting attractive people. I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, I don't agree, but I guess she doesn't take sorry from "kids.." She never did anything for some people, so sorry is enough for her. I was being cornered mentally!
Real Racism
Don't even tell me there's no such thing as racism. I experience people spewing real hatred and telling me I'm not what I think and seem and like. They think it's just a farce to me.
The world claims racism does not exist in their mind's eye. It's a heavy leadership point. I know colored people are very interested in race, but people are never comfortable to accept I am ½ white.
The world claims racism does not exist in their mind's eye. It's a heavy leadership point. I know colored people are very interested in race, but people are never comfortable to accept I am ½ white.
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