I'm watching "Ellen" from 1994. Something my dad does that Ellen doesn't for some reason is he walks in like her friend or mate does with an alcohol like it's a new accepted thing, thought it was like 1988, like we're ruining our bodies and it means we trust each other because it'll make yours truly feel bad. Though, today, I kinda wanna drink, just too much of a hassle keeping track of things, don't need to start. I used to wanna do it for the record.